Secrets, Secrets can hurt someone. So here's a secret. I love him. Pretty sure I've fallen. Gross.
I think my best friend is getting tired of me
I think that my friends drag me down instead of making me better
but i cant leave them. What will I do then. Sometimes I wonder if I could handle them leaving me. I don't want to know I feel like typing it will jinx it and it will happen.
Secret, I slept with someone I shouldnt. But i wish I slept with the person I wanted to. I ran right to his bedside after. Talked to him looked for comfort. He didnt care. Doesnt care. Probably joking myself that he even cares at all. Depression is a funny funny thing. I wish people read this because maybe they would know the real me. What Im thinking.