Every time I get close to my time of the month my emotions go crazy. I usually feel like im drifting away. like I have no one to lean on or love. I hate this feeling I hate feeling like no one will ever want me or like my friends will leave me the second they get. I don't feel like myself anymore and maybe its because I don't know who I actually am. I wish I could get out of my head and feel better but I cant. And I hate it. I just want to be done. With what, I don't know. Everything?